Scent

Hello! It's been a really really lazy in a good way kinda day. Strange though! I don't know why I felt like suchhh a light weight last night. Tbh, I don't really need to drink that much to even have a good night out. I feel as intoxicated just by having an espresso shot (with really good music and company to a night out) and I'm good 2 go! But I had a 1/2 a bottle of rose and not even a whole shot of tequila and I felt like I should've stopped there. Thank god I did! But the night was lovely, I danced a lot. I've realized that I really really do love funky soul and disco so much. I go maddddd. And I get really happy when people dance with me or tell me to dance more :-) and I also enjoy dancing alone in da club. Lol. It's always fun dancing anyway, especially with my eyes closed and when the beat is really working with you. It's always a good time. I'm always in a state of euphoria :-) :-) they were playing rock n' roll yesterday to such as "do the twist" and I honestly felt like I was in a dancing dream that I've always hoped for.

Anyway, I spent most of my day the day before moving out from this house. I'll miss it tho :-( just being alone and my routines, but I've learnt and learnt that changes happen and i've gotta stop being so sentimental and attached to almost everything I'm in. So yeah, moving out was a good workout! No complaints really! There's still a bit more to move out tomorrow (I just inhaled and exhaled really deeply I do not know if it was a subconcious sigh haha) but yeah, everything will be done by then!

I've really gotta learn to stress less and to actually think less about doing something and the process of doing it. I mean what I mean is, that I should learn to think about doing something and then do it. And to not think or imagine the process in my head too much. I live in my head too much. I swear. But I'm always learning anyway!

ASIDE from me aching and being well hungover this morning, I gave a call to this Japanese restaurant that needed a part-time worker. He sounded like such a cute old japanese man through the phone and then e-mailed them my cv. I hope he'll hire me or something. I really want experience and pocket money and a part-time job really sounds like such a good hype! I feel like it'll increase my confidence in doing things and you know. I will definitely learn a lot from it. We all learn from new experiences.

What else, I enjoy running and I miss running. Think I haven ran this week yet because of the weather and all of the moving. But it's okay, I know I will eventually!!

Oh and by the way! There is something that I want to share. Like why human beings are attracted to another human being is by a subconcious smell or scent that they release. Cz I have been wondeirng why am I always attracted to this person or that person out of many other attractive person (to me) in a room, like what causes me to be drawn to them most? And I've read that it's actually the hormones that they release and the hormones that we release (hormones by that, I mean scent) that has to do with the exchange of genetics for immunity levels (for off springs) and basically yeah, the more different the hormones for that immunity level or something, the more attracted both parties will be because their offpsinrgs will have a wider spectrum of immunity levels hence a healthier child and healthier offpsring which in a way made me feel happy and comforted when it comes to meeting someone. Liek why one person is attracted to another person aside from other factors is really HORMONES LOVE REALLY IS IN THE AIR IT'S MAD. I'm a sucker for things like that haha. That's why many women love the smell of their man even tho they stink. Like mum lovessss the smell of dad.

Now I understand though, on why I could have such a good time with someone and find someone really great and cool but not have chemistry where as have chemistry with other people and etc and vice versa. I don't know it just makes things make sense.

Okiedokie I am going to sleep now and wake up and have a lovely breakfast, do stretches and start moving and cleaning the house. I'll also be praying for that japanese job xxxx
goood night xx